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2010-08-16T21:39:00.000-07:00

Have been long since i last blog.
Busy with assignments and etc.

It is the 2nd week of holiday, 1 more week, and i have to be in sch for 3 weeks.

=.=

didnt have a chance to meet up with my DESSJL =(

but nvrm, hopefully we can have a outing real soon=)really miss them alot =)

going out with poly friends this thurs! haha.

Ok, nothing much to blog .

Everything is fine now, Life is always great =)

Gonna work again ltr. z.z

Oh yeah shirley birthday is tmr! and is also 5th month with baby song =) haha

2010-04-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

Hey! i am back. i was so damn busy this week

busy enjoying and doing homework -.-''

18 april

1st month with baby=)

thanks for everthing, you are the best=)

really feel happy being with you everytime, although, we didnt do anything special this month, but simple is the best =) thanks for the gift too!

19 april

first day of school

i was late -.-, damn the lrt man.....

school was kinda alright with friends, just gonna get use to it with the changes around

our first assignment was like wth.....

very basic drawings skill,which need a lot of our time to complete.

all of them was like saying 'waste my time only lo...'

had lunch with my classmates at mac, then chat a while and back for lecture.=.='''

brought macbook pro,15.4"( i was shock sia,my parents want buy this.) and reach home ard 7 plus..

20 april

was late for sch again

lol haha

had tutorial on comm skills, and here come my 2nd assignment, oral presentation.z.z

then went for lunch with classmates again. stay back with cert, caleb and huda after sch, and homed about 8 plus.

met baby in the night! =) but didnt stay long, as there is sch next day

21 april

i am punctual this time haha.

had , and lesson and leadership skills lecture.

the lecture was kinda interesting! by adrian chua lol

anw end sch at 2 plus, and meet baby at yck mrt and down to town to catch a movie, Monga

it was not quite bad to me, but find it qutie funny at the last scene. lol

had dinner at the burger restaurant with baby and take bus home.

we took our own sweet time to walk back home, because cant go for a chat, as we afriad will talk till too late. Really had a great time with baby X) love.

22 april

no school, meet baby in the morning for breakfast. acc him till afternoon and homed, as he have to go work =( did some of my homework and stuffs, busy...

23 april

school start at 12 pm! whee~~

i realise that our sch our timetable is really slack, compare wth ours and my friend.

sch ended at 3 plus. =)

stay abck to complete some homework, and homed at 7 plus =)

YEAH! gonna meet DESSLJ on sun! hahah so happy

and meeting baby tmr too =)

2010-04-16T04:31:00.000-07:00

Our First Photo =)

April 15
Happy birthday Baby! love you =)

2010-04-08T22:34:00.000-07:00

Gorgeous dresses!

they look really good on the models huh?

2010-04-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

alright. i am stuck at home today. So damn bored.
but nvrm i shall settle some of my poly documents and bring it back to NYP on the 15 april.

Went out on 4 th april with my dearest DESSL and Gordon, J is not here, but still we did enjoy our time together. =)
We did some shopping around orchard. Everyone brought something, only i didn't.
There is nothing much for me to buy anw.
we have our lunch at some burger resturant at 313! taste not quite bad. shld go back again sometime! haha. Shld bring baby to there. lol XD

Anw meet him b4 and after the outing with besties that day too =)

5th april, monday

Work opening that day. shld thanks ls for helping me to do condiments.
Lol, cos she seldom help. haha
homed ard 5 plus! =)

6th april, tuesday

went out with zh, hx and baby, to sentosa!
Our skin are all tanned, mine is the most obvious i guess. the colour is nearly black! =.='''
We spent around 6 hours at sentosa! and the time really flies, i don think any of us have realise it. Hai, baby's skin was damn red, seriously burnt as well. =(

We head back to vivo city for our dinner at about 5 plus.
Had out dinner at Fig & Olive. Um.. the food there wasn't as great as expected.
then we shop ard vivo for a while and have dessert at Earle Swensen!
We really spent a lot on food that day.
went home at about 9 plus, and reach home at about 12 plus? thanks baby for sending me home =)

7 april, wednesday

Back to work. 10 hours straight. happy that i did go work, becos of something. haha
Anw, baby brought me food and waited for me after i work. really appreciate a lot and thanks for the shampoo and lotion. really very sweet of u. =))))
Sorry debbie cant acc u X( becos was working.

8 april, thursday

Meet up, baby again, to watch How to train a dragon.
I think the movie was great, the animation effects was fantastic too!
both of us enjoyed the movie =)
after that had our lunch at pepper lunch!
walk ard jp and jp2
and went to Coffee bean for a drink and chat.
Chatted about an hour at the mrt platform. and went to work after that =(

back home about 11 plus.

I am really very very very very very happy these days, with DESSLJ and You=)))))

2010-04-05T03:10:00.000-07:00

This month is gonna be the best =)

2010-03-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

25 march to 27 march

Chalet with pasta peeps!
It was great ,but something bad happened on the first day.
But i guess everyone have fun! i do and he do. lol
how i hope time would reverse back to 25 march=(
I want chalet again! if possible =)
i really do enjoy the 3 days. Loves

2010-03-23T00:02:00.000-07:00

Oh... sch is starting in less than a month, haven receive anymore letter or information z.z

But nvrm, 2 more days! wahahaa LOL

Currently, thinking of more stuff to do as i am really bored -.- lol

Anw looking forward to next month as well, i will make next month the best man =)

Miss my dear DESSLJ, and of course my baby boy xD

Wah this post damn lot of zi lian photo LOL!

2010-03-18T05:30:00.001-07:00

My first day with you =) sweet XDDD

2010-02-27T21:01:00.000-08:00

Wednesday

went out with DES for percy jackson!
Is AWESOME! lol
after have dinner with debbie at lot 1, had a long and sweet chat with debbie. =)
haha thanks girl.

Thursday

working was quite fun today, though nothing special happened.

Friday

meet debbie after work for dinner and chat again. still enjoy it a lot =)

Saturday

meet wj today. really a good spent, at least i know more about him. lol

Nothing much.

BYE! sign off~~~~~~

2010-02-06T02:14:00.000-08:00

it had been long!!!!!!!!! since i last blogged.

have been working these few days, doing the same thing all day. argh.....
seriously life isn't that great after all.
hope something would brighten me up =)

i miss my DES =(((((((
9th! we are going out again!

2010-01-26T22:59:00.000-08:00

Saturday ,23 January

went out mummy!
brought some clothes again! oh man.....
brought a blazer ( finally she let me buy! ) and a dress!
the good thing is mummy paid those for me =) wahahaha
then we walk around orchard until 9 plus then go home.

Sunday, 24 January

slack the whole day and work at night

Monday, 25 January

watching MobTV select and other videos for the whole day.

Tuesday, 26 January

woke up at around 10 plus and off to work , from 12 to 4 pm

Wednesday, 27 January

woke up by the jae sms! i got into interaction design at Nanyang Polytechnic =)
hope i would do well there!
then sms shermain elaine and debbie, and back to sleep
woke up by my sister again, accompanied her to have lunch , and went to NTUC for some groceries, homed

2010-01-15T03:52:00.000-08:00

Monday 11 January

went back to school to collect my O level result!
Er.. i am surprise about the grade i got for my English!! i pass!!! is like finally!!!=)
Although it is just a C6 -.-'''
I am disappointed with my CH grade, but i deserve it, because i never study haha.lol
So forget it.. then after that went westmall with D and S

Tuesday 12 January

went NYP! for the jae thing, as Er Jie said that the design courses there are not bad =)
One of the lecturer spoke to me about the course and i find it rather interesting !
so i am considering about the course.
After that, Er Jie brought me around the campus, to help me familiarize with the environment
THANKS SO MUCH!! ER JIE! Love you TTM!! =DDDD
Wnet debbie' house to help with their pineapple tarts!
her dog are CUTE! especially COTTON!!

Wednesday 13 Juanary

Went out with DES for Movie Marathon! we watched the Morgans and Hear Me!
Both are nice! i watched Hear Me 2 times and feel that it is funny still! haha=))
We watch Morgan first at 11am ,follow up by Hear me at 3pm.
In between we had our lunch at the Hong Kong Cafe at Cine and went 313 for a 30 mintues window shopping at the 4ever 21 there,then back to cine for " Hear Me "
After that continue shopping around Orchard, and i didn't brought anything for the day .
Went heeren to have dinner at the shokudo. and Homed

Thursday 14 Jaunary

Accompany debbie to NP for jae in the morning=)
After that meet up with sis there and went orchard for shopping again.
This time i brought a skirt, a dress, a long sleeve shirt and a short.
I am broke for this month i guess... as i helped my sis to pa 60 plus for her clothes.
All in all, i spent 100plus near 200 for the day. OMG!!! i seriously overspent a lot a lot!! Z.Z
then went home, my sis gave me a couple of new clothes =))) which she don't want and never wore it b4.

Friday 15 January

Spent the whole day at home to finish watching My Fair Lady
Nothing much happen..
and i am going to laselle open house tml with debbie =)

Overall, i had brought quite a nummber of clothes this month.
,let me summarise..

i brought,

2 short
1 skirt
3 blouse
2 dress
1 wallet
2 pairs of shoes
1 tank top
1 vese
1 side bag

i shoulden't spend anymore money for this month !!! shld bann myself from bring my card out.

finally i brought something, but i need more clothes and shoes

2010-01-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

Went out with mummy to grandma's house ytd.
It had been very long sice i last visited her. Really miss her =)
But she dont seems to look as good and energetic now =(.
Well, i shall go visit her offen.

Anw after that went orchard to have our lunch and SHOPPING!
i brought a wallet from C&K, a side bag , a tank top and a shirt from 4ever21.
i thought that i will buy a lot of things from there , but just brought a shirt. -.-''''

things to be brought

-pants!
-more shirt
-maybe dress?!
-shoes!!!!!!!
-bicycle ( maybe..)

2009-12-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

HEY! i back! finally...
I am very busy nowadays! but my life is bored. what i do everyday is work and work and more work!!!!!! i had been working at two places this month. Pasta and Naked Fish! and is working everyday. non stop. i could only rest for half a day IF i am not scheduled for work. LOL anyway i shouldn't complain. haha
BUT! everything will be back to normal soon! although i am still going to be very busy next month, yet i would definitely have more time than this month. LOL

BTW! i feel like SHOPPING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to buy a lot a lot of things!
i wan many many t-shirts, many many bags!.
And also go out with my friends =)

another random thing is... I am looking forward to the upcoming chalet! =) which is the 31 of December! wahahahahaha! lst time can over night with my cliques =)

Anyway i haven prepare anything for this coming christmas=(((...
maybe i would go buy the present tomorrow?

OH YA!! one more thing! i cannot sign in my msn these days as my renew my computer and everything is gone. so...i thinki would online for now....

Brownie day!

2009-11-25T01:31:00.000-08:00

i finally got a baking pot at home!
and it looks really special

the baking pot

i brought some ingredient to bake brownies!

and now i got a lot of brownies at home -.-''

baking in process

tada! all the browies i have baked!

2009-10-09T08:32:00.000-07:00

Thanks! for the celebration planned by my dear friends! i appreciate it much much!

my computer is having this serious problem. I have difficulties to type english words!!!!!! Because...i don't know what wrong with my han shen, keep automatic change the mode for me! And the fuck thing is that i cant change back! Now i have to make use of the msn to type my sentence in english and copy and paste. Stupid rite. -.-''''

2009-10-05T03:03:00.000-07:00

FINALLY! i am 17

2009-09-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

Alright...i promised not to blogged till next month BUT! i think writting a post everyday would help to improve my english=))

23 September 2009

Got back my Principles of Accounts, Chemistry and English results.
To my expectation, i didn't do well. i got a C6 for my POA, i just passed my Chemistry, i failed my english with a grade of E8. Sucks rite? What a horrendous result!!!!!!!!!! it is really unacceptable. i admit i didn't really push myself for this prelims.

24 September 2009

Got back my Art, Geography, Physics and Math results.
i am totally disappointed with my Geography, Physics and Math results.
i got this thought f giving up in studies when i saw my Geography result. I obtained a single digit! Goodness gracious! it sucks to core. Nothing could explain my mood.
However, i can't do nothing. My race has not come to an end! Sad.

25 September 2009

i saw all my results! i am crestfallen.
So, it's time to pump up! getting a L1B4 of 23 and with a grade of E8 for english, i can go no where, expcet ITE OR Private School. Obviously. that's not what i want

i back!

2009-09-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ytd is TEACHER'S DAY!!! and geo prelim..... LOL
Oh man.. i confirm wont do well for that BLOODY paper. if i could pass, something must be wrong.
Anyway, after that went out with debbie elaine shermain and shirley =)))))
Went westmall and have our lunch, and we saw leon joshua bohui and heelon.
After that, bused down to holland.v Cold Rock! leon left us half way through our journey there, while debbie meet us later at our destination.

Have some talk with the girls , and then off we went home =))))

A very quick Sunmmarise of ytd's schedule.

Randoms
# I finally got my freedom!!! to use the computer anytime.
#Seriously i hope this 1 month 2 weeks will pass very slow..........=))))
#I want to eat Angie's choice heavenly chocolate the biggest size, alone hahahha just joking =/ LOL >,<
#I want to STUDY STUDY and dont sleep.
#stop eating spicy food for 1 month.
#i want to eat buffet =)))))
# The strange thing is, i dont feel like shopping at all -.-
#i want world peace

Bye! i shall blog again next month. =)

delicate this post to my besties

2009-08-07T05:19:00.000-07:00

Although everything is over i want to apologise about somethings.

I am sorry i always thought that i know you guys a lot, when i didn't even know.
I am sorry for always being too straight forward and hurt you guys hearts.
I am sorry for being so inconsiderate.
I am sorry i am not being a very good friend.
I am sorry that i had this thought of leaving you guys several times and be alone.
I am sorry i always dont share some of my personal thoughts.
I am sorry for letting you guys afriad of me.
I am sorry that i am always unreasonable towards some things.
I am sorry for forcing you guys to say things that you all don't wish to mention.

But... in the end you guys are still my friends. This time i dont think there is quarral and unhappiness in between us. It's my problem this time.

Anyway these are bygones.
I just want to make it clear so that i dont keep anythings from you guys.
We had quite an enjoyable day today. Debbie got her bearbricks, Elaine got her lego i guess?( i was in the toliet, not sure), and Shirley got two elmos from us.( more credits from Shermain) =)hopefully everybody is estatic and felt enjoyed for today's outing.

I will change some of my bad habits, but not all.

Next outing is monday, i wont let anybody spoil you guys mood anymore.

To, Elaine, Shermain and Debbie.

it's getting worst

2009-08-05T03:48:00.001-07:00

Life is getting worse these days.

My mood is changing, up and down up and down... repeatedly..

Shall i say i am emotional or what?i am sure people will have comments if i become too serious.
Yet, i dont think i can take a break.

The worst thing is i got a very bad feeling, it is most probably my imagination about something.Anyway i dont really care.. i enjoy being alone these days. It seems more peaceful.

outing with cousins =)

2009-06-22T03:23:00.000-07:00

Fine.. i shall take a photo =))

Meet my cousin on sunday for bonding session !

But.. xinan and jia jin was late -.-'''

anyway we had our lunch at the Cine Hong Kong Cafe

we had good chat there and i realised a lot things had happened in this 6 months!

Xinan is going overseas during September till next year then will comeback i guess..

aww...so sad, need to wait till next year to meet my cousins again =(

After chatting for 1 hour, went KBOX!! haha we always go there xDDD

Had great time singing shout dancing haha!!! we were crazy man ytd LOL

Pictures show everything +)

Jiajin( left), Xinan(right)

Finally a photo of us =)

enjoy the video LOL

2009-06-16T05:32:00.001-07:00

This is year june holiday's equals to intensive revision man!
Firstly, can hardly rest.. my face's pimples proves how stress i am. gosh.

How i hope i can do facial every month, to maintain a better skin complex. T.T

Not like now.. Shit man. Seriously my pimples are driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And that's why i stop taking photo of myself, although no matter how i take it is still SHIT face.

My mum always say, ni de lian lan liao.. that's always makes me feel damn miserable. haix. My manager also comment about my face as well..=( although i hate it, but that's the result cause it by myself Z.Z

Well..well..well...

i just gl-ed my mum... gosh... i always show attitude when feel frustrated especially nowadays.

Though i apologised immediately...but still feel guilty... =(

anyway whatever.. Bye =)

life still goes on huh?

2009-06-10T07:58:00.000-07:00

Seriously, my blog is collapsing.... omg...........................................

There isn't any photos in my blog recently. So.. it will be boring LOL
Well.. i am just to lazy to update lah Z.Z
Monday was Elaine's birthday! haha hope she had FUN with us! and if she wants we can accompany her to celebrate her birthday next year as well! Same goes to my other BABES! LOL (this includes shirley and jasmin chua!) lol. haha.

Anw, tml is the last day of remedial lesson! i am so So SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!! BUT! i should not slack.. should be discipline enough to revise my work!!!

Sorry to make my tution teacher disappoint about my result.. haix.. i am the one that didn't put in effort..., ended up they blaming themselves T.T... well, thinking through out these days... i think i shouldent be upset about my SA1 result and get discourage from working harder..
This shall be my last wake up call. LOL

Everybody move on man!!!!! we can do it... have been dreaming if out 5Ns english got 100% passes... i wander what will i do...LOL! haha

2009-05-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

Haven been blogging for this entire month.
Gotten all my results back, it's disappointing i must say.. i failed my english badly( F9), i passed my chinese by only 2 marks for overall.
it's so damn disappointing though i manage to pass 4 subject, but still some papers are only border line pass.
i am disappointed with my oral result, as well, especially chinese, i used to score well for oral chinese but seems like my chinese oral is getting sucker and sucker, while some people did pretty well. Overall it's really a disappointment.
i admit this is a really an emo post.

At least i now understand sit and do nothing won't help me to do well in my results. after my O level chinese i will focus really hard on every single subject. by saying promise in doing so, wont show anything. Action counts the most. i think i wont be going out during june holidays, probably only once with my clique. i really really need to wake up.
Sorry my friends for that day, i didnt mean to be so fucking quiet, just that i dont have the mood to entertain you guys.

My plans for june holiday?! hahha... comfirm is all about study study and even more intensive revsioin planned by myself.
Good to luck to everyone.

2009-04-30T04:30:00.000-07:00

OK i am back again! have not been updating my blog for about 2 weeks?
ok my things happened during the 2 weeks! There are happy, sad and stress things..

emotional that can hardly describe.

however let me...

flaskback to 25 April!!!! XD

let the picture say everything

Hope shermain love the celebration on 25 & 27 april! =DDD LOVE YA!!

Exams is next monday! OMG! i am damn stress and lost! T.T

2009-04-08T03:54:00.000-07:00

HEY i am back again.

Monday

ok that's probably would be my last time playing my trombone.

Although the result we got is not we wanted, yet who can we blame?
the answer is no one. Juniors will be back after 2 years. All the best to the next bage. =)

NEVER GIVE UP!

Tuesday

went for lunch with elaine and shermain after school, while debbie went for her CCA LOL
(poor girl CCA havent stand down)
Chatted about some usual topics...
i realized the western food across our school taste not bad, and mushroom soup is worth the price , better than pastmania! lol
after that went home, bath, out for tuition!

Sounds boring right?

Today

It's a very long day today in school, but definitely shorter than CCA days.
went home around 4.
and i am slacking now. -.-
failed to study. lazy bum...

i shall start my engine later.

OH! tml is ANNUAL CROSS COUNTRY!! NO SCHOOL!!! WAHAHAHAA
happy!!!!!!
and FINALLY! i am going out again! haiz i can only say i have been restricting myself from going out. i shall not state the reason.

looking forward to tommorrow. =))

after so long, i can only conclude by saying 'Envy' this word. i am not unfortune, i got everything, and i doesn't want to get more...i just want to have a more peacful and relaxing life.

sign off~

2009-03-22T01:24:00.000-07:00

evident proved

again... i AM VERY BORED! -.-''''

my hair really looks like xiao wan zi man -.-''''

random #1

-i have been smsing wrong people nowadays, when actually i wanted to cancel the msg -.-

random #2

- i am not done with my homework

rand0m #3

- my holiday plan totally ruined

random #4

- i just want to sleep -.-zZz

random #5

- i am talking crap nowadays -.-''''

random #6

- i have not been blogging much about my life

random #7

- when can i rest. T.T

LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sign off~

i am back again

2009-03-13T06:43:00.000-07:00

Hey peeps! i am back again! (after sooooooo long -.-)

i am not really busy in my homework nowadays, just feel that my life is like a cycle, keeps repeating non-stop. As i am doing the same things over and over again, no highlights. I think that's why nobody is visiting my blog nowadays haha.

ok, i saw all my babes blog's, saying those sentences that tells me they have forgive him.

It's my turn to say something as well.

My comment is never the same as my friends. i think this time really must think carefully. i won't be as soft-hearted as them. But i wont stop them to talk to you, cause i trust them that even if they are close with you, they wont backstab me. hopefully if you see this you may understand what i am talking about. i understand how you feel now, but still, i think you are waiting for me to say sorry, as i am the one that scold you first. Sorry to say i wont tell you that.

To be true, i think i am the one that you dont care most, i dont know whether it is true or not, the answer lies in you.. These summarise everything i feel.

sign off~

finally there is time for me to blog!

2009-02-27T05:29:00.000-08:00

Nice or not my hair? who cares i simply love it! crap.

It was a very busy week!
cant even have a good rest these few days. That's so dam no life!

Firstly, i dont even got the time to go out anymore!

Secondly, i am seriously killing my social life, which is a very sad thing.

Thirdly, there are CCA until march to the starting of apirl.
although i feel that going for CCA is redundant for sec 5

Forthly, i want to get out of SWISS COTTAGE as soon as possible, seriously sick of my secondary school life. POLY!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am s looking forward man! haha. BUT saying this doesn't mean that i hate siwss cottage !it's still not bad ! LOL

Lastly, i suddenly starts to love study, and more on drawing! LOL

2009-02-13T22:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine!

2009-02-08T02:16:00.000-08:00

Thanks elaine and your family =) hai feel so paiseh. but still thanks so so so so MUCH! i didnt expect that =) THANKS!!

Ok Friday is my SUCKEST DAY of the year , seriously i never regret saying YOU SUCKS!

bye.

2009-02-05T02:12:00.000-08:00

Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off your goal
-Henry Ford

MY GOAL!!!!!!!! TEMASAK POLYTECHNIC see you next year.

For your information that's my goal of the year. And of course i am definitely working forward to it wahaha, of course a distinction for art is necessary for the course i want in temasak poly. woohoo!!!

it will defeat all the obstacles that i will be facing this year.
of course i believe i can make it if i am willing to put in the extra effort =)

2009-01-30T06:14:00.000-08:00

MY SISTER SUCKS !!!!!!!!

FUCK HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CNY'09

2009-01-26T19:55:00.000-08:00

Last year, 2008 CNY

me and er jie =)

the 3 of us =)

MUMMY! and JIE!

yEAH! us again =DDD

part of the family

my wai po

alright last year is the year when i received a lot of comments from my relatives , saying that WAH you grow fatter whatever and blah blah... sick of hearing all those! when i thought this year will be much much more better but....( hey come on lah, never even gain weight loh)

This year 2009 CNY

it seems so slient..

us again...=D

well............

this year is still the same as last year.. all those SHIT and TRUE comments

ya i admit i am fat BUT i DIDN'T GROW TALLER AND ANY BIGGER OK?!

nevermind most ofthe people around says so too.. what can i do...?

BYE! i shall do myhomework and all those research that are yet to be done =)))

2009-01-24T22:17:00.000-08:00

Just start with some of my art research, taking stupid picture of myself going crazy? LOL
that's the expectation i must have to for my research for art , so i can score higher =D

AND to do research on mutilation T.T those photo look disgusting -.- but it's a challenging one HAHA!

Btw today will having CNY reunion dinner with my family plus some of my relative, usual things every single year Z.Zi dont even feel excited about CNY man.. haix..and also this CNY goodies is much more lesser than last year.. which makes me feel more dead about this year CNY . but it's alright haha i dont really care anyway. i talking crap lol. OH YA! i have read until the page 34 of twilight story book! wee~~~ hahahahaha still continuing, there's still 400 plus pages 0.0

end my post with the photo from our class front door!

2009-01-24T04:22:00.000-08:00

FINALLY! i am blogging now!

went jp with my mother to accompany buy her new year clothes
BUT end up me buying -.-, i brought a dress AGIN! and a pair of shoe, total is 60 plus which i think is quite a reasonable price. HAHA!
ok my mother only brought a shirt whic cost her 40 plus?! expensive huh?
AND I FINALLY! brought my tumbdrive YEAH!!!
LOL! is like after sooooo long-.-

ok nvrm..oh ya! just started with my twilight storybook!! =DDDDDD is nice! just like the movie! haha i at around page 10 now!
Anyway i got a lot of things to revise, cause have been busy with some stuffs previously. LOL

alright! gtg ! shall blog on this coming monday if i got the time! wahaha i will get photos!! i promise =D

2009-01-08T02:52:00.000-08:00

alright, the year have started dont know @#&!*^@%#&^%#!%@ day already!
i can say till now, i can still manage to cope a bit for my sec 5 life!

Seriously i am very afraid of my english standard this year, which makes me very concerned about it.
i even started reading storybooks because of my O level, just to upgrade my english standard and really make a good habit of reading stroybook. BUT! of course i didn't buy new storybooks, just applied a new library card, so that i wont need to spend money on books, i just need to borrow it from the National library! haha! i am starting to have the interest in reading books lol, especially twilinght! almost every teenagers and adults are reading this book NOW?! No matter where i walked to, i always saw people holding this book( twilight ). i have been hunting this book for dont know how long? but still cant get it, because it is a HOT stuff. Out of stock in almost every single bookstore alright?!
So now i am reading this book called spud, though i dont really what it's talking about, but still i will try to continue reading every single bits and part of it! AND! of course try to drill myself more in my vocabulary section, which i am very weak in, same goes to my comprehension passage! lol

Ok i may sounds stress in this post, but no choice?! i have to study really hard! it's my last lap of secondary life ! =D JIA YOU! +DDDD

New year!

2009-01-01T04:37:00.000-08:00

biggest photo of me! haha

OK i shall say 2008 Sucks like nobody business alright?

Though got this feeling 2009 sucks ,but i seriously hope it wont be as sucks as 2008

2008 is the suckest ever that i dont even feel like reviewing everything, but things still flowing in my mind, which makes me hard to control, or neither throw everything away from my brian? haha think that's impossible for me to do so.

For 2009 ,

i hope, i can get more friends and still be close with current friends

i hope i can archieve very good results for O level

I hope i can please no more arguements between friends, that's sucks ok.

i hope i can spend more time alone, to do what i want

i hope i can give my parents more money to spend

i hope everyone stays healthy as long as possible =DD

i hope WORLD PEACE!

i hope i can have A BEST guy friend.

that's all i want for 2009, kind of greedy huh?

2009!

2008-12-28T23:06:00.000-08:00

X'mas photo cope from elaine's blog =)

2008-12-28T22:43:00.000-08:00

ok my blog seems dead. Though i am very busy, but i dont really seems to have the chance to blog .

Just came back from school, as i need to purchase some books, but sad to say i didn't manage to get some of the books that i need -.- haha. I made reservation for those books already. after that went back home, and now using computer. See, that's my life for the whole morning -.-''' Boring huh?

And! i haven finish my homework yet, all half done -.-'' oh man...
School opening in 4 more days! time really flies man, gonna say goodbye to 2008 very soon. Actually, i am looking forward to 2009 life in school, cause i am sec 5! (no big deal though) -.-''
haha.

Everythings needs to get better for next time, myself and many others things.

i shall say...

Next year will be a New me, i wont like this year (so 'ridiculous')

=D
Sign off

2008-12-19T22:08:00.000-08:00

it seems sucks, the suckest ever , i dont know how to describe

problems everywhere. irritating -.-

Piles of homework to be done?

It's finally over, that's it

2008 never rocks before, i bet 2009 will be the same, cause my life simply sucks with so many suckers around me.

Results OUT!

2008-12-18T03:58:00.000-08:00

OK i can my result is better than i expected BUT! my chinese sucks totally!
Sad to say is only GRADE 3? lol BUT! nevermind i shall try my best next year!

And alright i shall say is seriously homework time now !
Just received some homeworks, lol have to complete everything by this week i guess haha =DD

Too Bored -.-'''

2008-12-14T23:21:00.001-08:00

Spastic photos of me at home LOL!

I am too bored -.-'' lol probably going out more often for this week? haha N level result coming out very soon! looking forward to the day man hahaha! Cya guys!=D

2008-12-13T06:06:00.001-08:00

HEY GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am having a IMPORTANT OCCASION TO ATTEND NEXT WEEK I GUESS HAHAHA!

N LEVEL RESULT IS COMING OUT!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I MAY CRY OR CONTINUE LAUGH OUT LOUD THAT DAY!

or maybe wont even go home hahaha!

bored

2008-12-10T00:17:00.000-08:00

HEY! finally back to blog! hahaha
Had been working for 5 days contiously, i can finally rest today haha because i have to attend my swimming lesson at night -.- lol that means tomorrow and the rest of days have to work again! haha! lol =D
Nevermind i enjoy working though things dont go right sometimes, but nevermind hahaha =)))

i seems bored everyday, although i am working? but still bored..
looking forward to my N level result, hope it wont be too ugly =.=''' if not then forget it, that my life to go somewhere else other than sec 5 haha. Always think at the brigther side will be better probably.

OK i shall comment about something, which my diet plan,i can only say is totally a FAILURE
but not sure whether i got gain weight a not but should be maintain bah LOL. Aiya forget it.
i am trying very hard to be very busy playing haha, ended up busy working and go fr CCA? lol
well, that's my life i guess. Maybe shall go jogging alone sometimes LOL? Or swimming! that's always the best =DDD

IN CONCLUSION, i shall summarise my holiday till now is kind of bad, all kinds of things happended mostly are unforturnate things. Anyway , still have to continue hahahahaha =DDD >,< hehehe

BYE! prepare to go swimming liao!

BAND DINNER'08!!!

2008-11-26T20:29:00.000-08:00

Before

Miss Ma

Eleanor

Joan

Bai Jia Min

Mr Chew

Jarad

Jiong Han

Xuan Wen

Amalina

Jewel

Daniel

Hazqi

Hosin and Chleo

BoJiang

Kailing

Yisin

Sheryl

Nicholas Liu

Madeline

Ameythst

me on my way home

Trombone section'08

a video by my beloved juniors ! LOL

Overall, the dinner last night was not quite bad, just not all the Sec 4s attended the dinner haha.

Anyway thanks juniors! for the present! i will get you guys your present very soon!! =DD

2008-11-25T21:08:00.000-08:00

Alright, here's my new hairstyle plus colour, i shall update more tml bb!!!

2008-11-15T20:16:00.000-08:00

My lucky stars decreases starting from this date the 12

wednesday 12 November

meet elaine in the morning for breakfast, watched HSM3 for the second with her. LOL
then Homed, as i have to meet debbie during the later part of my day FOR MY SWIMMING LESSON.

when i reached home, the weather starts turning back..
i was kind of sian -.-''' , and my parents told me don't go for swimming lesson since the weather is turning bad. but i said: cannot! i am meeting my friend.
SO i went out still, BUT unfortunately, i didn't saw debbie's msg earlier, telling me that she is not going for swimming lesson as she was sick.
At the point, i was about to U-turn, then my heart was like WTH WTH WTH WTH WTF WTF WTF WTF!!!!!!!, NOT because of DEBBIE is BECAUSE i was already on the platform of the Lrt station, is damn sian! SO~ i don't wish to waste my money, and hopefully the rain will stop when it's 7pm? BUT.... when i reach there....none of my swimming lesson classmates were there, only the coach! but it's ok, the worst thing is! it started raining heavily... i was damn freaking pissed and sian! SO!!! My coach told me: um, i think today cannot have lesson , can go home .
I was like 0.0'''''''!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
No comments at all! SO~~ i took my belongings, and get myself wash up..and went home

Thursday 13 November

replaced debbie for work, so i work full shiff, i guess this is the only thing tht can be happy of,because got more money! whahaha! we celebrated Li Shun's birthday!

Friday 14 November

went for band pract in the afternoon, left around 5 for work.
Things occurs AGAIN!
did cashier today, as Vyce taught me on thursday.
So have to start training. Everything went on smoothly, until 9 plus when peiling told me , eh your drawer money got $15 plus missing! i was like 0.0''''
And you know where the money is missing from, is from the NETS! the amount is $16.30, But i forgot to key one more zero into the Nets machine, it becomes $1.63.. that means... the customer, only paid $1.63. so i have to pay the rest myself.. hai... this shall be a lesson for me. BUT! things haven end yet! while i was doing the closing inside, broke a mug....T.T!
thunder and lightning striking aroung me man..

then Homed

Saturday 15 November

went for work on 12pm
around 4pm , peiling give a test, i passed!!! luckily..
At night did cashier with alicia, we chatted some topics when there are no customers.
then took wrong order..then...

ended....

money burns my life

2008-11-05T23:17:00.000-08:00

Back to blog!=)

Life is so damn boring during holiday, it will be even worst when holiday end =.=''
I feel quite trouble after i saw jewel's msg, saying about the annual band dinner! it was at 26 november! I was like OH MY GOD! i was damn freak out i can say -.-'''
i can't get my juniors presents ,i maybe even can't buy my clothes BECAUSE i haven get my pay!
I was like what the HELL!!
I thought band dinner are normally held on december, BUT it's on November, hopefully last minute change to december, aww..i really hope so >,<
Don't feel like asking my mother for money, she will definitely start nagging...
I was troubled by money for the entire year i guess.. which is not a good thing.
Sometimes, i am sick the kind life i am having nowadays -.-'''
I hate to compare with my friends in front of my parents and sister, i know they don't have the ability to give me what i want, but i didn't ask for that much just a little bit will do..
Although they still give me the money that i asked for, it is always just $10 dollars extra.
Which is quite miserable.. and my sister will stop me from getting extras from my parents, now even daily products she want me to pay myself.. this is way too much ok. feel so damn fuck out.
And for now i need money for my swimming lesson, which is $60 per month, i have to pay myself i know..guess i got to borrow again
OH ya! still left with shermain's $35.50 to pay..

Nevermind i got my own plans i guess =DDD
i must get use to my life , though it is tiring, anw i think i am not going out for the entire month with my friends, probably just to work.
hahaha
Sorry ah =X

Guess i have crap enough in my blog.. i shall dig more money then. =/

Bye! =D

2008-11-03T21:49:00.000-08:00

A. Retard

went out with usual clique yesterday, for more information of the outing go elaine debbie shermain or boonyun's blog.
I am lazy to update, sorry.

Maybe i shall start with my holiday assignment very soon.
feel like drawing a few portrait during this holiday. =/
lol

Hopefully i will have the time to LOL

2008-11-01T23:18:00.000-07:00

HEY! i am blogging again! wahahaa

played BASKET BALL with weiting and junhao, and another passer-by?
OH! i also played basketball on friday with weiting in school , and we use soccer as basketball to play, as there is no other balls to lent =.=''' but a group of sec 4e guys also played basketball! BUT!!!! they had the basketball and we don't have which is kind of sian -.-''. We still continue for about 45 mins? then we return the ball.
LOL! Anyway , this morning was damn freaking HOT! 0.0 but compare to sentosa, the temperature here is nothing LOL

after 1 hour of basketball-ing LOL we met dustin and
we went plaza for lunch, i ate mos burger =.='''.. haiz on diet man -.-'''
hahaha
we chat things about band , after that i accompany weiting to buy some stuff
while dustin and junhao went off first =))
Then chatted with weiting on our way home.. LOL
Shall be meeting them again at night, they are coming pasta LOL and plus small nic if i am not wrong haha +DD

That's all for today, shall be playing basketball with weiting they all again?! haha =D
bye sign off~~~

2008-10-29T23:35:00.000-07:00

haix..my 'intelligent' teeth POKE OUT! =.=''

Seriously.....

DAMN PAIN SIA! T.T LOL

i think i have spare some of my teeth for my sister.=/

2008-10-28T21:42:00.000-07:00

Monday

wake up early in the morning to clean my room!

i took every single items out of my drawer

messy rite?? LOL

i even took my drawers out!

wahaha i am so hardworking sia! LOL!

even my mother praise me when she reach home! haha

xDDD

i forgot to take a photo of the after, but i know that i have threw 6 big bags of rubbish from my room! and i spent 4 hours to clear almost everything, that means i didn't complete everything -.-'''

i shall spend 4 more hours the next day to clear EVERYTHING in my room LOL!

Then around five plus i went off to WORK!

Tuesday

work at mediacorp from 12 plus to 5 plus

then after work went to watch butterfly lovers, i think is quite lame, the saddest part of the movie almost everyone in th cinema is laughing out loud! so think twice before watching=.='

then went home with boonyun after movie =DD

2008-10-26T05:51:00.000-07:00

picture of the day!

A dress that my mother don't allow me to buy =( it's from hula&co, only$39.90

Nearly brought it for band dinner. aww my mummy reason of not buying is because it don't suits me T.T Nevermind i shall forget it again .

BUT!...

I brought

I brought this set of cothes ,the SKIRT and tank top from Cotten on and white tube from a shop in fareast

it cost my mother $40 in total! cheap rite? lol actaully average i guess haha lol although i said that no money should be spend on colthes but.. i need more clothes lah, so i only can get cheap clothes rather than expensive one.. anw i still return my mother $20 after that. LOL! ok that's lame haha, anw bye! i gtg le

i need to work again tml~~
LOL!

If money do drop from the sky..

2008-10-25T21:32:00.000-07:00

Saturday

when for band practise in the morning, feeling quite sian =.=''
Because there is no instrument for me to play as three trombone are sent for repair..=(
LOL but nevermind haha

then after band practise meet debbie to find our swimming coach!
we need to pay $60 per month, which is a sad thing for me..
my sister told me not to take the money from my mother, as she don't have suffient money to spend on me =/
BUT! it's ok, i shall pay by my own =(
that's mean i have to work more, and i can't buy my clothes and new bag then.. haix
life is just so boring...=.=''' although i have two job, but it seems to be hard to earn money enough money =.=
wah... damn sian, somemore i need to buy my juniors present.., i got 9 juniors =.=''' oh my god i am fainting now..Lol just kidding haha
Neither can i share with my friends to buy birthday present for others =/

if money is just like rain droplets, falling down from the sky, i believe i will be the richest in the world. i feel like a money face at this point..Z.Z

dashing for money!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

another LONG DAY!

2008-10-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

I have been working for the past few days after school
So that i can get $$$ for more clothes and Juniors presents!

Pastamania ROCKS! haha

Ok today wake up early in the morning to my cousin's wedding!!
I think we was late to attend, but we still manage to see the process of the 'ceremony'
haha =D

But my cousin don't really feel good , i think because of the wine she drank previously
Hope tomorrow will be better =D

haha going to attend another part of Des & Alicia wedding ( my cousin husband's name & my cousin name )

my Si Yi and SISTER!!!!!!

Took these picture while waiting for my cousin to come back from her new home!!

After that went to Orchard by Bus 502! As mummy need to cut her hair at Reds Hairdressing!

So while waiting for her me and sister went to Pull and Bear! haha

tried this white dress

BUT! i didn't brought it although i like it, but my mummy and sis don't agree that it's suits me -.-''
actually i think so too, but i still love it..it cost $29.90, too bad that i don't have the money..

Then after that head to Lot 1 alone to meet Elaine and Niwen to Pastamania to visit debbie, also have our dinner there! haha
hehe! got staff discount for me sia haha! we saved $6+++ although a bit cheap scape, but is good to save money LOL! =DD We chat a bit, although got nothing to say in between with Niwen but still have some topic to talk to him =D hope he don't feel very left out =p

After we accompany debbie during her break time for a while then went home after that =D
Before that elaine and Niwen is chilling after they walk out of Pasta, i think is due to the Strong air condition! they are trembling like hell man! i am the most clam i guess =.=''''

Reached Home, Bathed, Update my DS games! , Blogged!

Tommorrow will definitely be BETTER!

Sign off~~~~ =)

Plans after N

2008-10-10T07:31:00.000-07:00

Things that i want to get

1. A new Red Crumpler
2. More clothes
3. A basketball

that's all for the things i want

Things that i want to do

1. I will be working of course! i need money!
2. And go for band practice!
3. I need to wash my face again! i mean facial cleaning
4. learn Takwando
5. continue to learn swimming
6.Intensive Diet 'training' !!! Shake off 5 kg at least!
7. learn how to play basketball
8. watch any nice moive!
9. lastly do some reading and study

2008-10-09T07:30:00.001-07:00

my AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA BAG wahaha i love the red damn hot!
I have to thanks the people that brought me birthday present!!!!

LOL kind of retard lol, anyway thanks again!

This PINK-REDDISH SIDE bag is

From shermain, boonyun debbie elaine leon and aloysius =DDD thanks
i WILL USE IT... although is PINK T.T''''' LOL! haha anyway thanks! next time no more pink please =/ I appreciate it anyway =DDDD THANKS!!!

this from my sis! hahaha! i like the colour, is yellow-orange!!! =) thanks =)

my sis gave me this -.-''' ius free anw haha. the shocking part is the brand is pansonic =.='''

i shall continue this post tml.. LOL i need to do something =D

2008-10-07T00:45:00.000-07:00

N LEVEL OFFICALLY END!!!! WAHAHAHAAAHAHAHAHAHA!

there is still birthday cake yesterday

2008-10-06T11:29:00.000-07:00

I wan shocked that my father tell my sister to buy me a birthday cake yesterday 0.0'''
BUT! obviously my sister paid it, and it cost $35!!!

The cake is the same as last year, which my mother bought it -.-'''

Anyway thanks for cake. I feel awkward when my sister, father and mother was singing the birthday song.. LOL although every year is the same story, and of course i feel strange as usual.

finally 16.. =D

It's 16

2008-10-05T01:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!! wahahaha

My birthday always seems to be boring LOL
BUT anyway, i am starting to enjoy this feeling =DDD

I still..... have to mug! MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG....
lol =D

Thanks guys for the birthday wish!! =)
i appreciate a lot lot lot lot!!! =DD

Yes! finally a year without birthday cake again, my mum wants me to go buy my birthday cake myself.. wt..... -.-''' nvrm, guess she is lazy, it's ok.. I am not going to do that man, is good that there is no cake lol . i don't see the meaning of having a birthday cake on birthday.. just blow candle foolstop, those wishes that i wish for won't even come true lah..

Anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF AGAIN....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sign off~~~ =DDDDDDD

it's all about N level...

2008-09-29T23:12:00.000-07:00

went to school for N level Art exam.. but i usat say not vey well drawn.. =/
i spend almost the half of the day ytd to complete my preparation work.. And i slpet at today morning 4 plus a.m. it like what the fuck..
but luckily don't feel tired at all haha =)

I just realised that actually i got everything i need.. but still i want to get more $$ haha ok very random topic.. lol guess i shall have a nap now hhaha =DDDD

BYE~~~ !

MUG MUG MUG UG MUG MUG MUG!!! left with 4 N level paper =) no privilege for my birthday for not studying lol same story every year wahahaha, i am used to it =DDD

Changed skin

2008-09-11T23:58:00.000-07:00

(0.0)'''

HEHE! i finally change my blogskin wahaha! this look more mature right?
lol! Add a new playlist too! haha feels that is looks very cool man! LOL!
there are songs like
Take a Bow- Rihanna
Fall for you- Secondhand Serenade
Numb (three version)- Linkin Park { two of it are melody }
In the End- Linkin Park
Do you Remember?- Aaron Carter
Because of You- Kelly Clarkson
Breakway- Kelly Clarkson
Sorry Seems to be the hardest Word- Blue
Migrate- Mariah Carey
Stranger- Secondhand Serenade

Um.. that's all in my playlist haha - hope people that visit my blog like the music hahah xD

Anway, N level is coming back again!! sounds strange huh? lol
haven even done with my prelims's art work lah -.-
have to finish by today or tml.. and of course must start with my N level art too!
Lol. Must really work hard for level! i really hope i can get a 3 if possible..for my N level
By the way, I got plan after N level!

Plans are :

I am going back to BAND! wahaha admit that at first really don't want to go back, after that i think through.. i think i better go back. LOL! hope that things will go well..=)
um, going to continue to study.. i don't i am going to work ( of course not everyday )
And i want to go swimming every week, lol
save a lot of money!
Do a lot of excerise!

That's all i am going to do, sounds quite busy =/ LOL cause there is BAND! better than rotting at home lah.. haha

Guess that's all i blog for today. tata!

I am finally back!

2008-09-11T00:06:00.000-07:00

i know this is disgusting -.-''' LOL

I am back to post! wahaha

Quite busy studying and playing these few days LOL!

Um, sorry to GYMs that i am kind of addicted to the sims 2 nowadays, let you guys feels that i don't really bother you all.. but actually that's not the true. I don't really want to explain it out, i can't change what you guys are thinking, even if i explain i don't think you guys will believe, i mean seriously sometimes find it hard to tell you guys things. My looks won't tell u guys what am i thinking, and that's my problem, and not you guys fault for not understanding. Overall, you guys can't compare yourselves to the retarded the sims 2 game( which was what i am playing). I don't express my feelings out doesn't mean that you guys are not important.. Ya that's all about today's post. Short but not sweet i guess.

just a short post for my own beloved friends =)( that picture of me is for u guys )

Bye!

N'starts= NO computer

2008-08-22T22:59:00.000-07:00

HEY! get prepare this is a very long post, please don't get dozed off wahahaha.

Monday

Don't really remember what happened that day, but i can confirm is a very boring day -.-'''
Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLEY!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday

Lesson as usual, stay back after school with my dear friends =D
We are studying in our classroom after lunch outside school.
Then debbie, shermain, elaine,bonnyun sit in roles, as in each person in one round of 10 table, vertically.
As for me, i sit on the teacher's chair , obviously, using the teacher's table =D
Also, We starts our crapping session , because i started it first haha, and yes, again is ME!
debbie they all feels that i am very childish, but i admit it as well LOL.
Then, after about 15 minutes of crap done by Ngo Yi Ying, we finally starts mugging
But, there are some on, off to study in between due to some outbreak of laughter lol..

then, something happened...

then peace...

video...

talk...

packed up...

homed...

Went home, went back to my room, throw my bag on the chair, bathed
then off for my precious nap moment. =)
then wake up, slack a while, ate dinner, mug..
on the computer about 10+++, afk, watch tv

sleep -.-zzZZzz

Wednesday

Early in the morning have 3 periods of MT, is like OMG! sian lah.
some more something happened too,
read the comment by aloy,

seriously, is sad that your friend don't understand you ,Ngo Yi Ying, after so long of Friendship in swiss, But i don't denied that is also my fault that keep saying i don't care, i don't care and i don't care..Not i don't care, care too much will also get scoldings, care too much, people won't know the purpose of you caring, so, WHAT FOR?! must well, DON'T CARE!

anyway, aloysius won't see this

Ok, then back to my day, after school went sakea with debbie ljs first, before meeting aloy and yanxun
we start eating at 3 pm, which is sakea sushi usual tea buffet starting time..
I can say there are new dishes out! this shows that, i didn't go sakea for like ages
Erm, ate a lot of staff , 3 chawamushi of different favour, 14 or more plates of sushi...
2 plate is forced by aloysius chan!, and also 2 small ice cream..1 mochi, 1 strawberry kiss. I can say i nearly PUKE! I feel so FULL la..
I must not go sakea for about 1 year.., seriously it yukes...

then after that, homed, shall return aloy moeny asap..

Thursday
PE lesson is the 'highlight' of the day
We did the aces day aerobics, i feels that the previous year aerobics is more fun.
It's kind of sian. -.-''' sorry Niwen & co (they call themselves the kawayi teapots, if am not wrong..) But i think when you guys dance it will be a different and better image =) looking forward to their performance during teacher's come aces day =DDD
I also saw the other group by Leonard& co in you tube, their aerobics not bad, quite cute lah =) but not very suitable for the whole school to do together

Anw, the 4N2 guys makes the aerobics a bit more fun, by adding some sounds effect in it..lol

guess that's all for Thursday

Friday
went westmall after school for lunch..
on the bus we saw this cute little baby

she open debbie's bag!! 0.0 so cute Right!! debbie tell me to stalk her haha

then elaine wants to go back school, so, we went back together again =)
settle down inside the canteen, then head to my trombone sectional area, to see their progress =) um, not bad my juniors got improve!!! keep it up man! wahaha =)
i am going back band in sec 5 i guess lol, i know i don't intend to go back at frst, but i suddenly changed my mind =D anw, i played trombone as well!! lol really miss my trombone sia x)
then, after some talk with my juniors, head back to canteen, to study! but actually i just did some mugging on chinese. BUT! previously, i was SHOCKED! 0.0 shermain they all bought me a water bottle!!!! erm, don't mistaken is not my birthday lol. but don't know what reason that makes them buy me that yet... um i don't think i got no money is a reason bah..Anyway, i am getting them something once i got the money =) of coursei will really save money from now on..
=DD THANKS GUYS A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT A LOT!!

Saturday

wake up at 10 am toady! lol went ot buy my breakfast at Four leaves! and one cup of soya bean -.-''' then brought chinese assessment book for revision, as my chinese really sucks like anything man..have to get back to my standard lol
Then homed, ate my breakfast, do my homework, and start with my chinese revision.. and off for lunch with mummy =)

back home.. this is what i did just now..

take my sun glasses out to take photo..(no life)

anyway, that's all.. bye=)

my new hairstyle

2008-08-17T06:59:00.000-07:00

looks retard..

3 prelims paper CLEARED! whahaahahaha

2008-08-15T08:17:00.000-07:00

YES! Cleared 3 prelims paper..whahaha i am very happy and high you know =)
cause at least can rest for 2 to 3 days =)
and then have to continue start mugging for the rest of the prelims and N level paper...all the way to the 07 October 08, then can really really rest man.. LOL

Life seems to be boring nowadays, and of course making my post boring too... but we still did alot of crazy things almost every single school days..
lol.=D

Anyway sorry elaine for talking to you in a very harsh manner today , i know my temper not good, try to be better =DDD and i really agreed one sentence that you mention, no one will treat you good when you don't treat people good..lol, no wonder i am such a failure in making friends nowadays.. i think through this sentence thorough out my mind..lol don't think that i am discriminating myself again, i am not ok , i am just thinking something that really makes sense.. and at least i dare to face all my mistakes than avoiding it.. really , the most thing i hate in my life was to avoid! and i mean it MY LIFE that i am saying my life that i hate...i seriously don't like avoiding..Having so many comments from people that i don't know, i just have to send them one message,' i don't care, i won't care what they wants to say anymore!', it will only makes me feels tiring in thinking it.. killing all my precious brain cells.. I tell myself at the very beginning, i am prepare to have comments, i am prepare to even ignore every single things that i feel is untrue, same goes to the comments my HPYs gave, sometimes i don't agree i will just ignore, but not saying everything of course.... that will sounds very irresponsible as a friend.. this is what i feels.. =D

stay strong, be steady, everything will be fine with a happy heart..
i always tell myself this, to stay and extend the patient i have to an unlimited point, that will be the best i guess =)

smile off~ =)

OH YA! almost forgot...HEY ZHONGWEI HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAN!!!! This shall be the last time saying this for today lol =D happy birthday brother =)

National Day

2008-08-09T04:38:00.000-07:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE SINGAPORE!!! =D

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2008-08-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

two photo of the day. =D

today is wonderful day, as the date is nice! lol 080808!

1. went to school for National day Celebration!( it's so high man!)

2. Then went to westmall, as we decided to have Subway Breakfast! LOL!

3. watched <> ( nice and touching show man! )

4.went orchard with elaine, to buy her stuff there

5. went takashimaya to have our lunch!

6. went back to westmall to return shermain and jasmin their stuff LOL
7.went home finally at around 5 plus( fyi, i woke up at 545 this morning ) lol it's really a very very very long day man! 0.0

8. i fall aslept after bathing

9. use computer till now.......

LOL

My day is ending soon

Happy National day in advance` lol

it really makes a difference

2008-08-05T07:52:00.000-07:00

Today is a really boring day ahead..
lesson as usual.. and also i am also sleepy like usual days, but i cannot afford to turn off my brain until N level ends , then i could only turn it off slightly for about 1 month or so. But still, my brain engine must not stop until O level had officially end, then i can really turn off my brain for at least 3 months or so? lol that's sound a bit too ridiculous, i will forgot every single thing if i really do so, my memory is getting weaker. Anyway, sometimes it is a good thing to have poor memory, as in not in our studies, but on some unhappy things, haha. life is just all about challenge to me. As you learn and achieve things one step by one step, and that really makes a difference in our. If we didn't want to take the step, maybe the routine of your life won't be what you expect. Everyone put in effort in order to success, nobody can success when they are slacking all the way in their life, as nothing will drop down from the sky without any effort. It depends on how much you put in, and you will get what your effort had paid off for. This is my definition of life, maybe it is different from others, or maybe it is the same logic as other people does. Sometimes you can preserver over your limit, last till the end, don't ever give up when you haven't reach your limit. Although everybody have different limit , but still i have to say, go over it, nothing is impossible, i broke records many times , you will get the sense of achievement when you did it =) try it, you won't regret.

I linked everything together , i sounds like an old lady.. -.-''' lol

the first of August

2008-08-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

The first day of August!
The first day i wored class-t in school
The day i know that my Maths Mock paper really sucks to core
The day i knoew i have to buck up a lot a lot more
The day friendship problem occured and slightly better
The day i know something ( a reply that i am thinking of)
The day someone finally spoke up
The day i want to know more about everyone
The day i get to know ,actually i am not a very good friend..
The day i helped my friend to apologise
The day we are unhappy with some people about some issues
The day when i realised not much time left to prelims, gonna work my ASS off
The day i am back to morning ET route with debbie
The day i had another good dinner
The day, no one scold me, but tell me my mistake
The day that makes me...don't wanna end my life..

HEY! i am not emo-ing OK.. Wahahahahahahahahahha LOL! -.-''''

2008-07-25T22:18:00.000-07:00

Anyone saw SHERMAIN KWONG'S GUIDE BOOK, PLEASE KINDLY RETURN IT TO HER!
THE OWNER IS CRAZY OVER IT!!!!!, I MEAN SHE NEED THAT!

THANKS! =D

it's time to blog again!

2008-07-25T05:36:00.000-07:00

back to update my BLOG!
didn't manage to blog for the past few days, as i was BUSY!
busy doing my work and busy slacking lol...-.-
that's not the reason actually, is my sister, keep using her own laptop to write her essay!
sad to say that the computer was in her room,
so, i DON'T get to use it, as she don't want me to use the computer, even though i promised that i won't turn on the volume... unreasonable sister i had right? ( p.s i type this while she was just sitting beside me, using her laptop.. wahaha! )

tuesday 220708

MY CHINESE ORAL!!!! I SCREWED UP!!!!!!!! -.-
haix...
here goes my day... lol

wednesday 230708

when for art after school to chiong my art work!!! lol
i mean just for the preparation..miss nurani said that it is not well done...
sad...-.-''' i can just score a C5, the most a B4 T.T
never mind, shall work harder in other subjects!
especially my combine humanities and combine science !!!
aiya, really have to something man! lol

thursday 240708

go for art first before the soical studies remedial... is like " oh my god de NO LIFE MAN! "
my life is revolving around remedial , remedial and remedial~~~and the upcoming prelims!
OH OH OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i finally feel the stress!
=/

friday 250708

today!i get my art result, it is not the final result, but my grade was just a C5 =( only 58!
it is really difficult to score for art man..haix but, never mind! =) i shall do the requirements that miss nurani wanted me to do.. lol jia you! =D
then after school did the mathematics mock paper exam! it is a express paper! it is paper 2 as well lol.. it's difficult ok! i was stunned on the first question 0.0
haix, but the question behind saved me man! haha
i should have study for the test, at least i won't have that much of difficulties doing it..lol

I shall study tml morning and night then..lol =)
sign off~~~~

something happened today..
cheer up debbie and shermain! =D

i realised that i am really...

2008-07-21T04:14:00.000-07:00

TODAY!

when school with tricia KOH! lol help her carry her frame to school..
At first we wanted to take cab there, but we didn't , as find it difficult to held a cab LOL!
We walked around bukit panjang area just to get a CAB! =.=
Tricia complained that it was tiring...haha, yes it was actually lol
Then we decided to take 187 to school instead >.<
It's quite a waste of time in between, but it's ok

Reach school and went straight to the hall for morning assembly..lol
assembly was just as sian as usual..-.- but who cares

After assembly, back to class for our lesson!
haha =)

After school, elaine shermain and debbie have to go for their N level Oral Exam lol
while me and boonyun wait for them ..
While waiting, we went to the art room with tricia, and do some of our art preparation work lol..
Then 3 15 back to the floyer to meet debbie they all, although we are a bit late XD
haha
Head to west mall after that..lol
had our lunch at SUBWAY! lol
then went home straight after lunch with boonyun.

sign off =)

2008-07-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

Rules of tag Quiz:
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs& replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse . these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending to other people.

Tagged & Saboed by: Elaine Lee Kar Ying

1. If your lover betrayed you , what will your reaction be?
My answer: that person will get HELL from me before we break.

2.If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
My answer: To know people that i wanted to know

3.If you could be at one place right now, where would it be?
My answer: beach

4.Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
My answer: don't understand the question

5.What's your ideal lover like?
My answer: As long as he is good in character, i am fine with it..

6.Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
My answer: Loving someone, it is good that you know how to love a person..

7.How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
My answer: As long as there is true love, i will wait as long as possible

8.If the person you secretly like is already attached , what will you do?
My answer: All the best to them, and make sure they don't break just becos of small things.

9.Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
My answer: Yes, friends, and people that i care alot..

10.What do you want most in life?
My answer: world peace

11. What is the worst situation in love?
My answer: when the guy never even love you before

12.How do you see yourself in ten years time?
My answer: hope i am not single still

13. Who is the current most important person to you?
My answer: People that i care of..

14.What kind of person do you think the person whgo tagged you is?
My answer: She is kind and friendly, stubborn at times.. one of the person that i care of

15.Would you rather be single and rich or marrige but poor?
My answer: marrige but poor, at least you have the love that single people don't have..

16.If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be?
My answer: Dog

17. What is one of those things which you would prefer not to do?
My answer: sleeping ( waste of my time )

18. What kind of person do you think you are?
My answer: I won't get angry easily.. I will stop my friends to do things that may cause them to get into trouble, i loves to make friends with people that are friendly, i will try my best first before i give up, i will help my friends no matter what happens, despite they are close with me or not...i believe in everybody that i have talk to before( believe that you didn't backstab me) i am straight forward.

19. What do you define as a bad day?
My answer: When things goes wrong...

20.If you were to die tomorrow, what would do today?
My answer: I will talk to the person that i wanted to talk to.. before i die..

I'm done!

My true feelings.. =)

SPORTS DAY!

2008-07-18T05:34:00.000-07:00

TODAY WAS SPORT DAY! XD
It was held at SINGAPORE POLY STADIUM!
reach the stadium at around 7 ++
then report to our classes when reach there lol..
after that, we went for our official duty! LOL!

I can say that the duty that we are doing is damn lame -.-
asking people to stand behind the track area?!
BUT! i still enjoyed my time there..=)
the race part is still interesting! the cheer leading, and especially the KOON KOON DANCERS! lol. they DAMN CUTE lah..haha, but looks gay with the actions

After sports day, went vivo city! with elaine debbie fangyu cassandra and shirley! LOL! saw quite a number of swiss students there! lol quite shocking, that actually they will go vivo after sports day...
when we reach there, we went to the cinema to get our tickets! we watch RED CLIFF! aww, it's damn nice lah..lol

i am looking forward to red cliff 2! wahaha!
maybe it will be coming up next year! xD

OH YA! we saw BENJIAMIN, the last year campus superstar contestent.. lol
DEBBIE was SOOOOO CRAZY over him loh..she even took photo with him lah come on..lol
and she also kept repeating ' benjiamin very shuai, benjiamin very shuai' =.= goodness gracious..

SO!, we went for our lunch at LONG JOHN SILVER first before going to watch the movie..
Cassandra, Fangyu and Shirley feels that RED CLIFF is boring... =.=
WHILE, Me Debbie and Elaine feels that it's NICE! LOL! knew that will happened before buying the ticket, but they didn't stop me from buying it, as they agreed to watch the movie previously..lol
After the movie, we took some photos at the open area of vivo city, which on the 3rd level.. lo
these are the pictures i took..

the place where we took the photos!

i didn't edit this photo ok..lol, it turns out to be like this..lol

me and shirley!

me and cassandra!(left)me and fangyu lol !=) (right)

elaine and me (left), debbie and me ( right)

lol then we went home after that..lol

*Sometimes, i feels that life is really meaningless WITHOUT any highlights...I realised this from the people that i saw today, the runners and many people..they are trying their best to gain the pride they wanted to have! lol when the 1st person reach the finishing line, is like ' YES! i did it!' appears inside their heart ,the kind of thing..lol. But also people who didn't make , i feel and i know the feeling..but don't be sad, continue to strive for the very BEST! LOL! everything will fall into place..i know something that i don't know previously, hope you get well soon lol, guess that i am talking CRAP! lol.. EVERYBODY TAKE CARE!!!!

**Left only about 3 more months to the end of the N level...that means! prelims is coming very soon! =.= HAIX! got to study damn hard! guess that i won't be online for the whole month, have to concentrate on my social studies,English and Chinese! and of course finish, all my art preparation WORK!!!! =.= BUT! if i need to rest, i may online..lol

*** Sometimes i feels that i really cares too much for people that surrounds me, surrounds my world..i care for EVERY single one of them, no matter they are close with me or not, i will still feel like asking, ONLY if i got talk to them before. This may let people to have misunderstanding thoughts..like, if girl talk to boy automatically, people will think that the girl like the boy, BUT! if the boy talk to girl, people won't think that far! that's the difference you see... although my information is not that clear, but hopefully , you guys can understand some lol...

****Aww, remembered that i said to myself, i won't do things that will make me regret anymore, BUT! i seems to do it again=(

finally done with my final art piece

2008-07-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

pictures!

2008-07-17T05:39:00.001-07:00

photos sent by elaine and debbie =)

2008-07-11T22:51:00.000-07:00

PHOTOS! (not in order)

more photos coming up...

2008-07-11T02:24:00.000-07:00

I am back to blog again! lol..

070708

It a youth day holiday.. went vivo city with elaine! lol..
I watch get smart! quite interesting the movie , i love the song called 4 minutes!
that song rocks! haha though i don't really like it previously..XD
before the movie, went long john silver and have our lunch! as we haven't eat yet ...
then elaine wanted to buy books..so we go some of the book shops there and browse.

we went home after the movie..lol

080708

back to school! lol
don't really have the mood to study actually, BUT! i have to focus still lol..
as i don't like being emo, it will only trouble people around me if i emo..lol..
so i tell myself to SMILE! hehe

have this take over cca leader ceremony during assembly , i feel that's lame, as we don't have this kind of thing during the past few years LOL! and no point having this -.-
.....

090708

no comments.....
BUSY DAY!

100708

today i embarrass myself at the sec 2 block, forth level ytd..

i said F**k LA! {very loud} at SHERMAIN KWONGYY lol..
as she said something that makes me feel unhappy...=(
but after a while, ok already..
anyway, sorry shermain =X

went Ngee Ann Poly after that...
the campus was like...=.=""
I can said that the ground was DAMN SMOOTH & FLAT MAN!
it's boring there, that's all i can comment about that place..
But i will still want to go Ngee Ann Poly after my O's (if i can make it) X)

after that, went to westmall macdonald to have our dinner!
drink coffee bean as well.. aww i really gonna BROKE by eating such expensive staff -.-
need to save more money!
as i really need to update my POSB card...=.=

then went home around 8 plus, strange that my parents didn't call me lol
I was dead tired when i reach home.. lol
still have to study MATHS! 0mg..

my day ends here ytd..lol

110708

today.

1. went for my lesson
2. went for maths mock test
3. go home..

my life is just so boring -.-

sign off...

*feel that i am having less and less confidence after the comment from them, don't really know they are scared of me , i never expect that before... why making friends always seems to be such a difficult task for me always...?? i don't get it.. maybe is i let all this happens..if i don't sms him the msg, maybe, this kind of thing will not happen already..but if someone is scared of you, will you still want to approach them? of course, my answer is NO! i will try my best to let them feel as comfortable as possible..even if they hate me or not, i will still do the same thing..what about you people? what will u guys do , the same thing as me?? or scold them or what? i don't think that's the correct way..anyway thanks to him for telling elaine , and let me to know...at least i didn't do anything silly and stupid.. is truly upset now , i really don't have the chance to be friend with him anymore.... this is the fact, i have to accept it

Another day had pass..nothing happen in my life...

2008-07-04T06:56:00.000-07:00

Today 040708

Feeling kind of bored today..
It will be even more SIAN! when i realise i actually didn't even manage to do any revision throughout this 2 weeks...
I shall really do something before i regret=(
Firstly, of course MDM TANG homework is the most important of all..
Secondly, PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY! aww, is like OMG! especially PHYSICS! i really sucks in that subject.
Thirdly, of course is mdm zainab's geograpy revision...
Also, my ART! i really have to complete my preparation work!
laslty my english, maths and poa... T.T

OMG! that's alot of homework to be done! guess that i won't be online starting from next week! =( SAD!!!!!!!!
tears flooding the room!
aww, i am getting irritated with my sis for not letting me to on the sound system of the computer..only her laptop is allowed..-.-
SAD CASE again...

I really have 'NO COMMENTS' about my life man...
feel like shouting!!!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
0.0

I don't mind having this kind of life...i just too used to it =(

my role is a loner for tmr, walking alone along the streets of orchard road..lol

SPORTS HEATS!

2008-07-03T05:16:00.000-07:00

went sports heats with shermain debbie elaine and boonyun!

Thanks for going with me!

sports heats rocks man! just like watching a rehearsal vision of sports day!
i enjoy cheering! cheer for people that run of course...lol!

anyway everyone did their best in sports heats today! EVERY SINGLE HOUSE ROCKS! i am looking forward to SPORTS DAY! 180708 at Singapore poly! LOL! XD

hope that day won't rain...(touch wood)

um, sorry, guess there were some misunderstandings between, shoulden't said that you will forget me.. but i can comfirm, i am truly a nobody in your world.. lol i don't expect much, you just be comfortable, and i will be fine.. =)

hiax -.- i have to go orchard alone somedays in the weekends to buy my art staff again...
MY CHARCOAL PASTEL! -.-............

EVERYONE! be happy =D
SMILE!

no emotions

2008-07-02T04:17:00.000-07:00

let's talk about yesterday first the 1st of july!
i did something that i didn't do it before in my life! and that's interesting man!
only one thing past over my mind that, at least i didn't failed to pass jiahao the present, i am
prepare to waste $50 bucks and that's alot... =.=
don't see any chances to be friend with jiahao, strongly emphasis is PURE FRIEND ONLY!
lol... anyway i am proud of myself , that i am brave to give the present my own, as i don't really know jiahao much.. =D um, happy birthday jiahao!
sorry, debbie and elaine =/
i didn't want to do anything unfair, hope time can make things better =)
i believe no one wants to lost the friendship..

2nd july!

Today was my oral! i was damn freaking nervous, don't know what can i do to calm down -.-''
is good that i still manage to describe the picture and reply the conversation without any long pause in between.=)
after oral today, had lunch with debbie, boonyun, shermain elaine and jasmin
at SUBWAY! eat fresh ! lol
then slack around a while , and the want home straight! XD
and i am now blogging at home...
haix sad to say that no one is at home now =(
i am lonely....

sign off~

shock of the day! 0.0

2008-06-28T05:41:00.000-07:00

everything was fine today....but...

i SAW A BLOODY CAT INSIDE MY HOUSE! while i was using the computer today

i scream and shouted like a crazy women when i saw it just now! T.T

i think it is owned by someone neighbour above or below -.-

haix.. my heart sink still... lol...

so as my mummy, she said she was shocked by the volume i scream, guess that is because i never scream in front of her like this before bah lol

aww that cat was disgusting, why don't look cuter -.-

lol

i am looking forward to tml's hang out with ELAINE!

lol going to cut my hair! hopefully i can change a hairstyle that suits me alot . haha

playing with my hair again! xD

i am getting so high nowadays! haha!

don't feel like being angry, don't feel like being sad, i just want to be happy! =D

i will just treat everyone words seriously...listen to them, if they regard me as their friend

i really like the life now, although still something missing, but i feel alright,

even if failed, i don't think i will feel very upset.. i seems to be cold- blooded nowadays..

issit influence by others, i don't feel that it is important at all now.

just happy go lucky! don't think too much, hopefully will be the best, do the correct thing, it will not make me regret, it will make me feel very regret if i don't do it. lol talking crap again. haha

anyway to me life is like this, there must be some climax in the life, to make it better or worse

life is all about bet and guessing, once your bet is wrong, the most re-bet, if your guessing is wrong as well, then forget it don't guess the same thing, think of other possibility..

thought the experience i had, i don't have the rights to say that i am mature, compared to others, maybe i am childish or what i don't know, god knows the most right? guess so...

i hope i can read other people's mind, if i could, there won't have so many misunderstood occurred...=X

ok, i shall stop my post here

byes!

i am very tired today lol xD

2008-06-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

today is the 25th june! wow! 0.0
6 months past! so damn fast man....

today, nearly late for school man! T.T
but, who cares LOL..

first 3 periods was MT, ms toh lesson again...(sian)
after that is 1 period of mr ho's lesson! THAT LIAR!
then follow by Geo! MDM ZAINAB is CUTE! XD
LOL! i am spastic

then is recess!
after recess lesson was MATH, follow by PHYSICS and then EL

after school went home straight!
went to bpp to buy lunch, saw JASMIN AND JAZREEL at SUBWAY!
as i was about to buy subway home and eat lol.. but in the end, i ate with them lol =)

when back home! online... i am so slack, my homework are waving at me man! 0.0
haven done or started on my revision
guess that i have to offline soon! lol.. today i must really get something done, not just done but PERFECTLY DONE =)

BYE!
TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER =)

the past

2008-06-23T04:15:00.000-07:00

today

school reopen! aww man..

feel really slack although i was having lesson in the morning to afternoon =D

don't feel excited at all, maybe because i mindset had changed, no longer like sec 1, 2 & 3
The only thing that i feel good about going back to school is, i can see my friends and other schoolmates =)

The first 2 period was mother touge.. ,is like, miss toh's lesson is still so SIAN! -.- lol
nearly fell aslept , then POA 2 period, quite find having mr ho teaching, and then MDM TANG! is OMG! but she is good teacher after all, then after her lesson is MDM ZAINAB! =D what a fantastic team of combine humanities teacher huh? lol
And it was recess time, didin't had my breakfast=( don't really feel like eating when i saw i LONG Q in the canteen T.T
after recess lesson was boring, don't feel like talking about it...

went to WM after school to have lunch, head back home!
=D

sign off*

i know what i want to do next

a very meaningful lyrics

2008-06-20T07:38:00.002-07:00

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life is so boring without any sparkle

2008-06-16T02:01:00.000-07:00

I don' want to do the same thing again and again....-.-
working is really boring...-.-
i really need money now, that's why i am working 4 days per week, and 6.5 hours per day..

oh... my life is BORING MAN!

my motive to earn money

to buy present
to have some savings IF possible
clear the things that i NEED! lol

but i still have to save a lot of money too...

my plan is, saving 6 dollar per day,

one month i will have $144 dollars man! lol

i must have the will power to it xD please don't physco me...lol

i am waiting for the day to arrive, waiting for the sparkle .. waiting for the thing that i wanted and wished for.... i don't mind paying the price, i know it worth it for me to do so....

continue the previous post

2008-06-13T03:28:00.000-07:00

when reached home yesterday.... i started a 'bomb' with sister...

is like wtf***

i was sooooo angry as i can't use a computer with someone who is so unwillingly to let me use it, so we argued again...=/

then i went back to my room and start drawing my art, without caring her

i can said that this is the biggest drawing paper i have use to draw for my exam... it is soooo big that i have to sit on the floor and colour it, but at least i have done much of it, hopefully i can complete it today? lol

kind of mission impossible...

anyway, shall thanks my sis for arguing with me man, so i will get so pissed, and go back to my room to do my artwork..lol

yesterday today

2008-06-13T02:36:00.000-07:00

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went to Causeway to celebrate Aloysius's birthday, although it is not on the 12th but the 14..lol
we watch KUNGFU PANDA! the PANDA! (PO) IS sooOOOOOooooooooOOOOOoooo CUTE!
HAHAxD he got a bouncy cute tummy =D

then after the movie, went to JACK'S PLACE! and have our LUNCH! =DD
The food there are all very expensive you know..
Aloysius help us pay the bill first... but of course, we will definitely return him =)
Anyway, while waiting for the food, we took pictures!
elaine is a stalker , keeping taking photo sia... lol actually i did the same thing =p
lol...

elaine and shermain..

boonyun..

the arrival of the food was....OMG... we were all so shock except for Aloysius who remain so calm..lol

shermain and debbie ate the beef thingy

then elaine ate this mixed grill, if didn't remember wrongly..

before the food came...

and after the food came...lol

my spring chicken =D, the taste of it wasn't bad lol, i like the sauce provided by them xD

as it is chill =DD

then boonyun ate the fish and chip, aloysius ate don't know what lobster dish..

after that we go westmall and meet bohui yekai johnathan, and the ate the birthday cake , and then went home =D quite boring as there is not surpise in between lol..

to be continue....>>>

working for the past few days..just for some money...

2008-06-11T02:13:00.000-07:00

while i was on my way home ytd....

It is really very difficult to earn money...

without my parents i don't i can survive till now, but being in this world have advantages at all..

At least i still got frineds,

friends that cares for one another

friends that try to hold one another together

freinds that worth you treat them in a way that they deservse

but there are also friends that don't want to be friends with you and you treat them like one..

These are all fates, cherish everyone around me , is the only thing i want to do....

no matter they are my friend or not, good or bad....

only if i don't hate them, i will cherish them...

lol i am crapping right now an... just bored=/

anyway,

i grabe this picture from debbie' s friendster today....=)

wahaha =DDD

btw i am going to bankrupt

have to spend money to buy 'people 's present' lol

have to say bye bye to the money that i have earned and going to earned lol...

never mind i shall save more money from now on=D

bye bye =D

* the day seems so dark*

let's enjoy video man!

2008-06-09T03:28:00.000-07:00

pictures represents my words =)

2008-06-09T02:37:00.000-07:00

I LOVES! HPYS! I LOVE M FRIENDS! MUAHAHA! i AM A STALKER TOO! LOL!

YESTERDAY'S party was not that good...but hope ELAINE! you have enjoyed the fun!

*sign off

thanks peeps! for teaching me to ride the bicycle! i am not a good learner, hope you guys won't mind =D

sorry that i still don't know how to cycle =/ i will find one day out to learn =)

It's seems so difficult to get what i want..=?

sign off*

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went to school again...
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continue and continue and continue again....
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What a "wonderful day" man...
I pass out liao! i just can't believe it man! 0.0
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I not blaming anyone, i am just tired of this life...
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May. 29th, 2008
went to school again...
mood: cheerful
Wednesdaywent to school for art again...haix quite sian.... keeping drawing drawing and drawing for 3 hours... =/after that we went to BUGIS ! but it was raining went we walk out of school =(then only i got umberlla so i have to fetch tricia elaine and jasmin one by one...lolwhen i was fetching elaine then saw TPG>> jia hao running in the rain to sch....lol poor thing..never mind la haha=Dthen we went to have lunch...at the S11 across our school! wahahaafter lunch the rain stop! then off we go to bugis, waste quite a lot of time in the middle sia..but who cares?! hahaThese are the art pieces that i have done til now...my research and development is still in progress..or rather say everything is still in progress! haix... on the way to bugis i stalk jasmin,elaine! haha can't be able to take a photo of tricia because she is standing behind me..=.= lol!then we went to search for jazreel's birthday present..and jasmin and tricia's skinny jean! =Din the end we bought jazreel bag there and bought elaine's birthday present in front of her..lol! hahasorry if you insist not to buy, but i still bought it lol! hahaThen we went to bukit panjang plaza to buy tricia and jasmin's skinny jeans, as they said the price is cheaper there! lolthen bought subway home for dinner after that..on the way to bpp from bugis...todaywent to school again....should have put my art pieces picture below today but nvrm.. hahathen after art, went to west mall have lunch at SUBWAY! YES! SUBWAY AGAIN! lol!then after that went to lot 1 with jasmin to continue searching for jazreel birthday present...and finally we settle her present today! yes sa!=Dand i am here blogging now! bye! =D
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May. 27th, 2008
finally is ok...
mood: contemplative Many things happened these few days... haix to say that jay chou is having some health problem...orh...saddening... this is what i can't really expected to happen,,,is like OMG! when elaine told me today...And i go find the news to prove it more =.= as i don't really hope he have any health problem...Orh...really love his song a lot..haix he is so talented lah.. why this kind of thing happen to him=( Haix...nvrm hope his condition will be stable as long as possible.. =Djia you bah!xDHope people around me stay healthy too!I need to talk about ytd's thing... really sorry for my very sucking attiude..debbie really sorry, let you throw in face of those uncle...=(and also to elaine , boonyun and shermain...really very sorry...one more thing air-con finally fixed1 yes sa!i finally can sleep in my room with air-con once again...Sorry dad and mummy for not helping you both to do anything much..i very bad, keeping arguing with my dad, really sorry..=/i waiting for u guys reply still...lol hahaa smile to let my day to carry on well =)
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May. 24th, 2008
Let me get some life please...
mood: determinedi need to have some peace... i realised living with my sis will cause me to die more earlier than i expected..she always misunderstand..orh...it sucks...just stop it please..i don't have so much brain cell to solve every single problem...i have enough problems for me... ENOUGH! that's it!if can...let me give you some love...if can ...i want to be your friend.....if can... i hope everything is perfect in this world...if can... i hope the world is peace foreverif can... i hope i can do what i want...if can... let's stop the nonsenseif can... i don't want to live with youif can...i want to be aloneif can... i hope i am not in this world...jiu rang wo ai ni, mei you le zi ji....MY LIFE NOW...IS ALL ABOUT MUG MUG MUG AND MUG....
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May. 23rd, 2008
SA1 result
mood: depressed
MY SA1 resultENGLISH55.9/100 grade: 5CHINESE72.8/100grade: 2MATHS 68.4/100grade: 3COMBINED SCIENCE47.7/100grade: UCOMBINED HUMANITIES40.2/100grade: UPRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNT70.8/100grade: 2ART 69.1/100grade: 3TOTAL: 424.9/700PERCENTAGE: 60.7%EMB3 Aggregate: 15L1B2 Aggregate: 9that's my result from the report card...=/can be better...continue MUGGING.. N LEVEL IS COMING IN 3 month! =(
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sorry i am just angry at myself...
mood: drunk The more you feel sad angry or want to avoid... The more remorseful i feel.... being guilty is not what you can control or tell me off just let me be like this, i will feel much more better ... i am not pissed with you, but just myself..=/ sorry, you know who i am referring to...is obvious...
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May. 20th, 2008
continue and continue and continue again....
mood: rejectedtoday...went to school... quite slack today in class.. nothing to do...=( i really hope miracles happens..i really hope they join us for at least one outing... Not because of elaine but just to friends with you guys...although i don't know is u guys are willing to or not.. really really hope my handphone suddenly vibrate miracles out... i don't ask for much, just one thing.. be friends with them, this is what i wish and hope..=) but too bad, don't really think any one of them will saw this...referring to the( Sec 4s basketball boys) if you guys saw this, be kind and consider of the outing, sms me, hope u guys didn't throw away the number...=/ if thrown, can ask from me anytime, i am very willing to contact you guys AS A FRIEND.. Sincerely hope so... sorry to touch your bag jia hao, hope that you don't mind... i am just helping my friend...=) As I don't want to backstabb anyone, so i just type out the name and person that i want to give the information to, although it is somehow straight forward, or rather say, very straight forward.. that day we waited and just to give u guys the letter... sorry for troubling u guys ,and please hope you guys consider first before u guys make any confirm answer.. want to be a friend of u guys really make my life tough, it is really a challenging group of people, i won't give up till the day u guys pass out but i won't do anything that will make u guys life difficult.. Guess that's all i have to say... A hello in school from u guys will really brighten up our day... Having u guys as schoolmates make life in school more and more interesting, that's why i want to be friends with u guys. as simple as that..
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May. 17th, 2008
this is What i deserve
mood: crazy i deserve all these..serve u you right NGO YIYINGI feel more worst than any of you does....i just cant get high ,i am just getting low low low........=(
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May. 16th, 2008
Haix...it happens again..=(
mood: confused
SORRY ELAINE!!!the biggest sorry to ELAINE!!!!!i don't what to say...but just...sorry sorry sorry and sorry...i just want to push all the blames to myself, that's why i wrote the letter without writing u guys names, other than elaine i mean.... AS I DID STARTED IN SUGGESTING THIS PLAN IN THE FIRST PLACE.... after today, i don't expect elaine to trust me again... I AM A FUCKER for your information.Only FUCKER like me do this kind of thing to herBEST FRIEND.. OH! i shoulden't say best friend... i am not suitable to be YOUR BEST FRIEND anyway..... I regreted alot...alot alot alot... No matter what i said now are all too LATE!I must sincerely say SORRY to the BASKET BALL BOYS! Sorry for troubling u guys..Hope u guys won't mind...especially YOU! sorry... chinese language...
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May. 14th, 2008
feeling low...
mood: blank
i don't know what to say, but my english result was a disappointment to me..feeling really low now..my other subject also don't turn up well....i am really regret, didn't put in the best effort..slacking like nobody business.. haix sianx... why can't i have at least all pass for oncei really need someone that i can talk with..just let me emo now......trying to stay as happy as possible (being myself)
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May. 10th, 2008
Is time to stop...
Is time to stop everything....Stop arguing stop backstabbing one another....we shall stop... it's tired for everyone to survive as friends in this way..If this continue we don't have the rights to gain other's respect...I am glad that we said everything out today...But i can't guarantee we can be as good as before..sometimes i feel that the friendship between wasn't strong at all..we get angry easily just because of small things.. that's ridiculous manFriendship shouldn't be in this way, i really hope that we really treat each other with true heartIf not, no point being bestie...having bad comment about friend wearing is my fault..helping others wrongly is my fault.sorry elaine is my fault or our fault..we shoulden't talk bad behind..Backstabbing is what i hate the most..this makes me really hate myself alot sometimes..but i pay back to u guys what i have done wrong, i treat u guys as good as possible...i won't mind , just pls cancel HPYS this name..i disagree to have this...if we really want to live together, we will have the fate toif we really are best friends, we will have the fate towe can't predict the future.sometimes i feels that we are too naive..a name can't represent anythingsorry if iam too harsh in my words..at least i didn't fuck out..and i never walk away...(that's childish) sorry girlsi don't deserve so much blessing...
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May. 4th, 2008
SLACK
Haix... don't know what to post.......=( till now, not a single paper makes me feel very confident ,i will still hesitate whether there is any mistake in my exams paper..Especially english... no confident at least.. is so difficult can! drink how much BRIAN JUICE (referring to plain water)also no use la........sign off*no passion to study...
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Apr. 17th, 2008
What a "wonderful day" man...
mood: okayToday...I need to said something first...Sorry elaine... seriously sometimes i don't really like the way u see things,is my fault that i insist you to be the same as me..Maybe you guys feel that i am strong, but really, sometimes i am like this because i want to hide those "weak side" of me behind of you all, i don't like people to know that i am weak...That's why i pissed off when people cannot even take it, when they face small problem,because i will be thinking that ' if i can do it why you guys can't ' right? that's how i feel everytime...elaine next time i won 't said anything, not because i don't care already, i will only comment when neccessaryRan 2.4 today... i must emphasis that, today is the first actual want that i am running... i didn't fail ok!run until so jia let, the timing is only 16 mintues plus... sian ah -.-but at least i manage to pass! after that is recess, and we said sorry to SOMEONE, yes is you!don't get stunned, his's expression is damn freaking gong...never mind, i feel happy that i said sorry ,is ok that he don't understand... i understand can liao hahaAlthough Du ge didn't said the full reason of why we said sorry ,to him, but never mind lah,he won't know unless he talk to us..=Dthen no remedial for me debbie boonyun today..when home together, we took taxi home as debbie stomach ache -.- poor thingthe taxi fee is $9.60, so easy for us to divdie the money, lolreach home around 3 plus going to 4.had cereal with milk -.- if mummy knows this she confirm will nag at me man...orh hope my cough will recover asap...tired of coughing every single day.HPYs , can this name last i don't know... i will help to last no matter what peeps, don't worry..and i won't forget, i will only forgive , if u forget how will you remember the person mistake and helphe or she to change right? this is how i feel...i hardly forget things that is not supposed to be remembered...i am always like this..haix...that's why i had a little miss trouble T-shirt..-.-LOL! ok i shall end here..What can i do for the Odyssey?what can i do to let everyone happy and satisfied?i am happy to have u guys with me.MUMMY and PAPA.. why i can't be as blessed as others?although both of u didn't spoil me, but sometimes don't mind giving me what i need and want,i ask for pants for very long, no one seems to care...mummy are u listening to me?it's ok that u don't buy, papa save money at the right time, and don't anyhow scold me and jie can? sound so irritating whenever u said things that are not logic at all...i know both of u won't see this...but i just want to speak out my feelings...
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Apr. 14th, 2008
I pass out liao! i just can't believe it man! 0.0
mood: artisticSaturday 120408SERENADE! IT'S SERENADE! The day that SEC 4s pass out!orh... So sad.... the last performance! i did my best that day. To me, i don't really think that my sound is good enough..but never mind already over liao! hahai will miss my junior... haix..And also thanks HPYs FOR THE ROSES! SO NICE! THANKS! LOVE U GUYS!i appreciate everything you guys gave! =DThis 3 years plus, i really been through a lot of things! there are happy , sad, tiring and lovely memorise...i flash back a lot of things... this BAND LET ME LEARNT A LOT OF THINGS...i admit that i really hate going for practice sometimes... but truly i love this band the most..my senior lecture me when my playing is not good, i still can remember things like this...Also i grow up , i learnt how to manage relationship between boys and girls.. it is really not that easy..i learnt not to be stubborn, learnt to accept others opinions... and have my own thoughs.. and do things at the right time.SEE! this band makes me become more mature! =)SWISSWINDS ROCKS FOREVER IN MY HEART! i will not be coming back in 2009 SYF! i know my juniors can do it without senior's help..Sunday 130408HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOHUI AND SIS! haha! NOTHING TO POST TODAY! i am very busy!!CHIONG MY HOMEWORK!Monday 140408YES today is WANG ZI's BIRTHDAY! LOL!OK! from today onwards i must study and study and study! i am not going to online that often...Got a lot of things to study and draw on! Don't even have the time to slack around!i want to go to Ngee Ann Poly then i must work hard! JIA YOUS! i shall not give up! i must make use of the june holidays to catch up in my homework! haha! I LOVE STUDYING! I WANT TO ARCHIEVE BETTER RESULT! =D
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Apr. 10th, 2008
finally i dig out time -.-
mood: sick
0.0 so many things happen nowadays...more and more people entered my life -.-should i say that it is a good thing?never mind...Wednesday HPYs go out together after school for lunch! plus the bjw! we saw the BB boys on the bustop near the school ! ok la, i really must said that i didn't sian diao ok?!i never even hate them la! just feels that they hate me....Just hope they will see this! ok don't get pissed off over myself...-.-haha LOL!Actually planing to said sorry to them but never, maybe they don't even cares? =/Then we went to the west mall food court and eat... don't really feel good, but i still can finish my yong tau fu soup haha.(don't waste food mah lol) ~~~finally, i went to see doctor at night...the doctor was like OMG! so damn freaking GAY! 0.0 nearly got stunned inside the room ..but at least i still manage to get out of there.ThursdayOk today! i didn't run 2.4 -.- ,got mc , as my cough is causing me some breathing problems if i run...Pray hard that i will get well before serenade!Even if i am not, i will force myself to play until the best that i can!It is my LAST PERFORMANCE! U KNOW!!HAHA! then go out with HPYS! again! we go macdonalds! i know i can't eat, better i really feel like eating something i want..only eat fries and ice cream..and it taste bitter to me...-.- puke* especially the garlic chili..ok i shall rest now...GIVE ME SOME MORE OXYGEN! i FEEL TIRED! -.-
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Mar. 29th, 2008
I not blaming anyone, i am just tired of this life...
mood: stressedToday went for family day at sentosa, shocking rite?doesn't feel that good today, as the weather is really very hot ! my goodness sake 0.0''shoulden't went black...the only thing to be happy is, my mummy won a 4 GB thumbdrive during lucky draw! really feel happy for her...i nearly bought a havanas today, i change my mind just because of some reason, although my mummy wanted to buy for methen didin't bought any thing and just go home...haha always like that when i went out with my parents most of the time.ya thats all for today...today i realised something..i am not the only one that is like this, elaine and debbie is also the same we likes to talks about people's things, or rather say everyone do..sorry for being angry with u both..i just so pissed nowdays because of :>trying to figure out what's going on?>trying do my homework, as i dun understand>trying to find time to rest>trying to understand what's my HPYS is thinking>trying to know why that person dun add me in msn(ok that's childish)>trying to control my gl attitudei am just so F**K i am not a person, not even suit to be a friend of u guys.u sucks me i don't mind, cause i dun feel inside the grp.that's all i have to say, u all dun need to pull me in, although i dun know what will be going on next.but what i know about you guys, i can read ur mind through ur expression and the way u guys are talking...I am feel damn hot now...
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Mar. 28th, 2008
I feel....
mood: sadI am feeling more and more left out and uneasy sometimes....i am not trying to said that i hate anyone , is my own problem, maybe is i too sensitive?I need time to cool down and think, my flu is not yet recovered.. but is ok lol.i am very strong u know! lol
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Mar. 27th, 2008
I am Bored..
mood: sore
Life is so meaningless without someone with meLOVE MY FRIENDS LOTS!I NEED SOME LOVE FOR MYSELF Searching for the right person, seems to be so hard..=(
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Mar. 26th, 2008
sad to say...
mood: working
Today! i PON my english remedial! haix... because i amfeeling damn freaking tired.. coughing like nobody's business la!BUT! i still go and have LUNCH with my laopo men!( you guys must be thinking that i am flirting everywhere again)haha! Nvrm..had cold cut today at subway... cause i am feeling hot! -.-then we talk talk talk........ we saw huishi and kai yan, we were talking with them about the 'things got stolen' thingy..ya then after that we go G2000, elaine wanted to buy something called the 'boyfriend shirt' there...lolok so went home after that..And now i am posting an entry in my live journal.ya, and is talking crap u know..today's is not a good day, but better than ytd...anyway... PLS! SUPPORT SWISS SERENADE! TICKET AT$12 EACH!!! U CAN ALSO BUY IT FROM OTHER SWISSWINDS MEMBER! THANKS!i have to do my homework soon! BYE!
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Mar. 24th, 2008
i am blogging again!
mood: disappointed
i am blogging again! the last time i blogged is one year+ ago... trying to figure out my password for the blogger, i mean my pervious blogspot.But now i changed it to livejournal! lol! Although not really used to it la.. Anyway, today, wasn't a good day for me man...performance during assembly wasn't that successful...quite sad...Nvrm i shall don't think too much bah...hahaHope that tomorrow will be better, and really hope that tomorrow's assembly performance will be better than today's! hahaa person must always tried their best first before giving up! this will make a difference in your life!19 days to SWISS SERENADE! JIA YOU!swiss winds can